Tuesday, November 9, 2010

THE DYING PASSION...



You lie close to me,
Without feeling my heartbeat...
You close your eyes,
Without feeling the heat...

I stay awake
And think about the days,
When you were next to me,
You tossed my hair
And looked at me with craze...

I want to feel the touch
Of your hands, so warm...
Feel the magic once again,
As you wrap me in your arms...


I don’t want you to sleep,
'Cause I already miss...
The smell of your wet lips,
When you give me a kiss...

I just  want you to
Stay awake with me...
And spend the whole night,
Looking into me...

I want you to go back to the moment,
When you feared to stay apart...
When nothing other than love for me,
Dwelt deep inside your heart...

Friday, July 30, 2010

WANNA FEEL THE RAIN...ONCE AGAIN...

WE WALKED IN THE RAIN,
THERE WAS NO PLACE FOR PAIN...
WE NEVER FELT MORE CLOSER,
IT BROUGHT US TOGETHER...


WE STROLLED THROUGH THE EMPTY LANE,
ENJOYING OUR DATE WITH THE RAIN...
AND WE WISHED FOR MORE RAIN,
AGAIN AND AGAIN...


IT FELT MAGICAL,
LIKE A LOVELY MUSICAL...
WE WALKED SIDE BY SIDE,
THERE WAS NOTHING TO HIDE...




ONCE AGAIN,THE CLOUDS ARE ROLLING,
THERE'S THUNDER AND LIGHTNING...
THE DARK RAIN...IS ON IT'S WAY,
BUT MY LOVE, YOU ARE MANY MILES AWAY...


YOU HAVE DRIFT ME AWAY,
AND DARKENED MY DAY...
AND YOU KNOW IT'S HARD TO PRETEND,
BECAUSE MY LOVE IS AT IT'S END...

Monday, May 3, 2010

MY ANGEL OF LOVE...



I WAS ON CLOUD NINE
THE DAY SHE BECAME MINE...
HER VOICE, AS SWEET AS WINE
HER FACE, AS BRIGHT AS SUNSHINE...

LIKE SWEET HONEY, HER BODY SMELLS
DEEP INSIDE MY HEART, SHE DWELLS...
I LOVE EACH WORD SHE TELLS
IT IS LIKE THE GLITTER OF JEWELS...

SHE'S MY ANGEL..!
MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND HER…
I NEVER WENT SEARCHING FOR HER
BUT, I FOUND HER...

THOUGH I NEVER ASKED FOR HER,
THOUGH I NEVER WISHED FOR HER...
BUT, NOW I WANT TO BE WITH HER
FOREVER AND EVER…


Monday, April 19, 2010

COME BACK TO ME...


I COULD SEE LIFE EACH DAY
WHEN SHE WAS BESIDE ME...
I FELT CLOSE TO DEATH
THE DAY SHE WENT AWAY FROM ME...


THAT  PAINFUL BLACK DAY,
WHEN SHE LEFT ME ALONE, TO STAY...
LEAVING ME FOREVER IN DARKNESS
FILLING MY LIFE WITH LONELINESS...


BUT, MY LOVE FOR HER
IS STILL BOUNDLESS...
HER THOUGHTS, STILL MAKE
MY HEART BEATS COUNTLESS...


WITHOUT A CLUE, I WANDER
JUST TO GET A GLIMPSE OF HER...
I GO ALONE TO PLACES UNKNOWN...
HOPING TO FIND HER AGAIN 
AND MAKE HER MY OWN...


EACH TIME I LOOK AROUND,
I FEEL HER PRESENCE NEAR ME...
MY HEART STILL HOPES,
THAT SOMEDAY SHE WILL COME BACK TO ME...





Wednesday, April 14, 2010

MY LOVE, MY LIFE..!


WHEN YOU SIT NEXT TO ME
YOU MAKE MY MIND GO SPEECHLESS...
BUT, YOU DON'T REALIZE
THAT MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ENDLESS...


WHEN YOU WALK WITH ME,
MY HEART BEATS FASTER THAN EVER...
BUT, I SILENTLY WISH
THAT THE PATH ENDS NEVER...


WHEN I LOOK AT YOUR FACE,
I SEE NOTHING AROUND ME...
BUT, I JUST CAN'T TELL YOU
THAT WE ARE MEANT TO BE...


WHEN YOU COME AND GO EACH DAY,
I FEEL LIKE I SEE THE RAINBOW...
BUT, I JUST HATE TO SEE YOU GO
BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL LOW...


WHEN YOU WALK TOWARDS ME,
I FEEL ITS THE BUTTERFLIES FLYING...
BUT, WHEN YOU WALK AWAY
YOU FAIL TO SEE MY HEART DYING...


WHEN I SLEEP DREAMING ABOUT YOU,
I FEEL YOU ARE CHASING ME FOR MY LIFE...
BUT , WHEN YOU BREAK MY SLEEP
LITTLE DO YOU REALIZE, THAT YOU ARE MY LIFE...


Monday, April 12, 2010

...WAITING FOR YOU...

 

I HAVE BEEN WALKING AIMLESSLY
ALL MY LIFE, LOOKING FOR YOU...
I HAVE BEEN STANDING FROZEN 
IN THE LONELY PATH,
WAITING FOR YOU...


I AM HUNGRY...NOT FOR FOOD,
BUT FOR YOUR LOVE...
I AM LONGING,
FOR THAT ONE LOOK FROM YOU,
THAT WILL ANSWER MY CRY FOR LOVE...


THE TOUCH OF THE COOL BREEZE
MAKES THE FLOWER BUDS BLOSSOM...
IT TOUCHES ME TOO,
BUT, I NO LONGER FEEL THE BREEZE
BECAUSE I AM ALREADY SO NUMB...


I AM STILL WAITING
FOR THAT MAGICAL AND DIVINE MOMENT...
WHEN YOU  WILL HOLD ME
TIGHT, IN YOUR ARMS
AND I WILL GET RID OF THIS ABANDONMENT...


MY HEART IS FULL OF PAINFUL THOUGHTS
BUT, NOTHING SEEMS TO SOOTHE THE PAIN
ALL I AM WAITING FOR, IS THE  DAY...
WHEN THE DOORS OF YOUR HEART,
WILL BE THROWN OPEN FOR ME , TO STAY...

 

...SEASONS...

  
~:WINTER:~
I USED TO ENJOY MOST,
THE WARMTH OF YOUR HUG...
NOW, I SETTLE FOR
A HOT COFFEE MUG...







 ~:SPRING:~
I GAZED AT YOUR LOVELY FACE,
AS FRESH AS THE TINY DEW DROPS...
NOW, ALL I CAN SEE AROUND
IS THE FRESHNESS OF THE CROPS...





  

~:SUMMER:~
I USED TO LOVE THE TOUCH
OF YOU COOL ARMS,WHEN YOU CUDDLED ME...
NOW, I SIT ALONE HOPING THAT
THE SCORCHING HEAT DOESN'T KILL ME...




   

~:MONSOON:~
 I USED TO FEEL CLOSE TO HEAVEN
WHEN WE GOT WET IN THE RAIN...
 BUT NOW, ALL I WANT,
IS THE WATER TO DRAIN... 





















































































Wednesday, April 7, 2010

...DREAMS...

EACH NIGHT, I CLOSE MY EYES,
THINKING ABOUT YOU...
NO WONDER,EVEN MY CLOSED EYES
KEEP SEARCHING FOR YOU...

EACH NIGHT, WHEN I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS,
I KNOW IT IS A FANTASY...
AND WHEN I TOUCH YOU IN MY DREAMS
I KNOW WHAT IS ECSTASY...

EACH NIGHT, WHEN I DREAM ABOUT YOU 
I FORGET ABOUT PRAYERS...
INDEED, DREAMS WITHOUT YOU
WOULD BE WORSE THAN NIGHTMARES...

EACH NIGHT, I DREAM
ABOUT FINDING MY WAY TO YOUR HEART...
I FEAR TO SEE DREAMS,
WHERE WE ARE THROWN APART...

EACH NIGHT, I HOPE TO SEE YOU
IN MY DREAMS, AGAIN AND AGAIN...
BUT, EACH DAY I WAKE UP TO THE TRUTH
THAT  MY DREAMS ARE ALL  IN VAIN...!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

NOTHING BUT YOU....

I THOUGHT,
NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
WAS AS GREAT AS MONEY...
UNTIL OF COURSE,
I SAW YOU HONEY...


I THOUGHT,
NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
COULD MELT ME, LIKE HEAT MELTS ICE...
UNTIL OF COURSE,
I SAW THE SPARKLE IN YOUR EYES...

I THOUGHT,
NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
WAS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO CATCH...
UNTIL OF COURSE, I SAW YOUR DAZZLING SMILE
WHICH NO DIAMOND COULD EVER MATCH...


AND THEN,
WHEN I HAD YOU,
I THOUGHT YOUR LOVE IS MY LIFE...
BUT,YOU, MY LOVE
TAUGHT ME WHAT IS LIFE...!!!



Monday, April 5, 2010

KEEP SMILING :) :)


FIRST YOU WALKED INTO MY LIFE
AS A COMPLETE STRANGER...
THEN YOU WALKED INTO MY HEART
AND MADE ME STRONGER...


YOU ARE MY STRENGTH
AND A WISE HEART STEALER...
YOUR SMILE IS SO PLEASANT,
A COMPLETE HEART HEALER...

 

YOUR TOUCH IS A SIGN
OF WARMTH AND CARE...
BUT YOUR SMILE INDEED,
IS A GEM,SO RARE...


SOME STARS IN THE SKY
NEVER STOP TWINKLING...
I WOULD RATHER CHOOSE TO DIE 
THAN SEE YOU STOP SMILING... :)

Thursday, April 1, 2010

YOUR LOVE MAKES MY WORLD GO ROUND... :)

WHEN DAYS ARE BAD
AND THERE ARE TEARS I CAN'T HIDE...
BLESSED I AM,
TO HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE...


WITHOUT YOU EACH DAY
GETS TOUGHER AND TOUGHER...
YOU ARE A PRECIOUS GIFT,
AN ANSWERED PRAYER...


YOUR LOVE IS
SIMPLY GOD'S GRACE...
HAVING YOU, HAS MADE ME HAPPY 
IN A MILLION WAYS...


I LOOK AROUND...BUT,
NEVER FIND ANOTHER YOU...
AND INDEED THE TRUTH IS
NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE YOU...


AND IF EVER IN MY LIFE
WE HAVE TO PART AWAY...
I WOULD FIND A MILLION REASONS
TO MAKE YOU STAY...

Monday, March 29, 2010

YOU ARE MY WORLD :) :)

YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE 
TO CRY WITH ME...
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE 
TO LAUGH WITH ME...

YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
TO UNDERSTAND ME...
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
TO CARE ABOUT ME...

YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
TO TALK TO ME...
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
TO LISTEN TO  ME...

YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
TO THINK WITH ME...
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
TO PLAN WITH ME...

EVEN THOUGH WE MIGHT NOT 
ALWAYS  BE TOGETHER...
I KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
TO LOVE ME, MOTHER...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

THE BEST THING ABOUT ME IS "YOU"

KIND AND THOUGHTFUL
THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE...
WHOSE COMPANY IS A PLEASURE
WHOSE GOOD ADVICE IS A TREASURE...

YOU ARE A PART OF
A SERIES OF WONDERFUL THINGS...
YOUR LOVE IS PRICELESS,
ETERNAL AND NEVER ENDING...

YOUR SMILE IS SUCH A DELIGHT
EACH DAY AND EACH NIGHT...
IT BRINGS INTO MY LIFE
A BEAUTIFUL RAY OF LIGHT...

WHEN TIMES ARE HARD 
AND AM LOST FEELING BLUE...
I CAN HOLD YOUR HANDS
AND LEAN ONTO YOU...

YOUR PRESENCE IS LIKE A DROP
OF WATER IN A DESERT...
YOU WERE MY PAST,YOU ARE
MY FUTURE AND MY PRESENT...

YOU ARE SOMEONE 
I WOULD HATE TO LOSE...
IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
NO ONE ELSE WOULD I EVER CHOOSE...

Friday, March 26, 2010

MADE FOR EACHOTHER...

At about 26,a certain man came along and she said to herself,if you have any sense,you'll marry this man.It was a shot-gun wedding.Indeed,she had practically held a shot-gun over herself and made herself stand up and say,"I do."Even as the priest  pronounced them man and wife,she wasn't sure..Ohh she was sure about the man.But, she wasn't sure about herself..About the life-time committment.So as she said,"I do",she said to herself,well atleast i can try it for a couple of years..And ever since she has been trying....and the trial has been on for quite a long time now...But,surprisingly she is still married to him,after several decades..not because she was forced to be with him but because she loved to be with him...

But it was not that easy...with all those hours,days, infact weeks when marriage gave her pain in the neck and no doubt,to her dear husband too.But to whom else would I rather be married?Nobody.And where would I rather go than home?Nowhere,she thought.Her home was nothing less than a madhouse...But the fact was that she loved it there.Yet at times she would think...I would have made such a wonderful bachelorette! Thinking about the days when she had her own wardrobe,her own dressing table,her own room where she could keep everything in neat rows..atleast she could have saved herself from the awful sight of  clothes just lying around on the floor,wet towels left on the bed,along with the stinky socks and boxers!!

The only reason she is still married is that she thinks family life is life!A bachelorette lives her life in a vaccum.Afterall a bachelorette's knowledge about life is like that of a goldfish's knowledge about oceanography..She brought up two wonderful kids,not to forget with his help.She had her share of excitement,thrills,drama!!with her sons interrupting her at 11 in the night,forcing her to tell them bed time stories,when she was busy with her laptop finalising her work presentation and her husband interrupting her by calling in between her "important manicure appointments" just to know what she would like for sunday dinner,she could have screamed several times...But she couldn't,because over the ages she feels marriage was the best thing that has ever happened to her..!

And now looking back at those wonderful years,she has realised that being a wife,a mother is a lot more better than being a single woman.Single women have nothing great in life..not even interruptions..They always keep bragging about freedom.They are free to come and go...But free to go where??At least I have somewhere to go,somebody to go to and with,whenever I want to,she convined herself.And its a fact.Because a woman who hasn't been up all night with her baby's temperature at 104 degress and untill its down again,has not been anywhere.A woman who hasn't had plastic ducks and balls in her bath tub hasn't bathed..She was glad she could grow up with two little spoilt sons through nappies,late nights calls and girlfriends,arguments,etc.etc...But  the only person who stood by her side all the time was her man..If it wouldn't have been for him,i couldn't have stood married life,she thought.Today after 40 years and with him by her side,she felt she was geting younger and younger each day!!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

BEST FRIENDS

It was a busy day as usual.Infact a really busy day...It was her lunch break but it seemed like this dictation was never ending,as if her boss wanted to keep her forever..She was hungry and almost cursed herself for skipping her breakfast!Now she was really tired,she wanted to fake a heart attack and just get outta there...If only it was possible..huuuhhh atlast its over,she sighed as she came out of the cabin.And now she could peacefully grab her lunch box..She opened it curd rice with some pickle.Ohh i wish i could eat some good home cooked food,yummy fish curry and rice!Its been such a long time..I really miss u mother...

It was 3 years now that she was away from home,her parents,her siblings.But,she was glad after all they are leading a peaceful life..She was satisfied..!!Really??She asked herself.Of course i am very happy..maybe a little less than very happy.Everyone's  very happy.But,what about me?Does anyone even care how am living here?No relatives,no one to call,no one to visit,not even a single good friend who would say," ill take care of you"!Oh god why am i even thinking about these silly things?May be am just too starved..Time to attack my lunch box before my hunger pangs attack my brain!she thought. "M'am you have a visitor",the peon came up for her.Wow!!Now that was really fast!Fine God i was complaining but that didnt mean you send someone in when am just about to hog on ma lunch not fair God!!I have already had a tough start for the day cant I even eat peacefully?Why do people come in during the lunch break?Cant they come in when am between those long dictations,trying to get out of the cabin??She wished she could yell at the person who made these rules...But soon realised,na..not a good option,at least not till I find myself  a more better place to work not to forget a high pay too."Who's it?"she asked."Madam its a man"...A man??? To see me??That was certainly unexpected..

She made her way to the visitors room.Through the glass door she saw him.He was sitting on the couch,reading some magazine,waiting there for her.Who's it?Do i know him?I remember mother had warned me not to speak to strangers!What do i do, go back or meet him?May be I should go back.As she was about to leave,he got up form the couch.He was tall,well built and ofcourse a charming face!Oh no he has seen me now what?I cant turn my back and go away.But whos he?What if he's a stranger,a con?!How did he find me?But whats wrong in meeting a man,especially a handsome one?What harm will it do?And what if hes a relative?Father might have sent him.But who's he?she coudnlt recollect.She went in.He greeted her,"Hello,Usha right?"  "Yes,but Im sorry I dont recognise." "Ofcourse you cant we are meeting for the 1st time.I am Radhakrishnan.My parents had a conversation with your parents.Didnt they inform you?"

"Oh yes they did but you were going to come next week,right?"
"Well yes thats right its just that I had some work in this area so thought of visiting."
Oh God why did he come today am not even dressed properly atleast I could have worn a new saree..why God..why??she thought to herself.
"I hope I dint disturb you,did you have lunch?"
"Oh no not at all.ohh yes ofcourse i had lunch." duhh..!!
"See ill get this straight now that they have left it on us,I think we should decide."
Err..uhh decide about what??she knew she was not any extraordinary beauty.Why would he like me anyway?she thought..Hmmm well am certainly not ugly,so what if am short?But am frank,outspoken,and... and..?

"Am waiting??"he said.
"Well firstly I would say just one thing if you are expecting any dowry lets cut this here itself."She knew that was really rude of her to start it that way.But it was the fact.
"Why do you think i would ask dowry?anyways and??"he asked anxiously.
"Secondly, I have a younger sister,shes married and has a daughter,am just telling this because tomorrow I dont want people to question me or you for that matter,as to why my younger sister got married before me.And the reason is right here in front of you I was busy supporting my family."She looked up at him.She knew she had just earned herself a rejection.

But all she got was a warm smile,followed by a magical sentence "DON'T WORRY I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU"and he really meant it.She could feel a sense of warmth,security,care.She had found herself a good friend.That's how they began their journey of care,understanding,love and friendship.Today they are a happily married couple or happily married best friends would be more appropriate.And the best friends are none other than my lovely parents!!


"LOVE YOU MA & PA"

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

FREEDOM :)




She walked into the restaurant,taking graceful steps.Tall,slim,a beautiful face,curly locks,definitely the most gorgeous lady among the ones present in there.She walked towards a table,it had the sign"RESERVED" and sat there,looking around,waiting for him...And as usual, he was late!!He was never on time and she hated it!But,the hatred was nothing in front of her love for him.She loved him,totally,madly,deeply!He was everything a man should be..Tall,handsome,that naughty smile and of course those Grey eyes..Oh it made her melt when she looked into those Grey eyes,they made her forget the world around and her anger was nowhere near...such a lady charmer he is, it takes him no time to start a conversation and once he begins you would never want him to stop,she thought!!She remembered their first date...same restaurant,the very table and not to forget her guy reaching late for their first date itself...The day was so special...
 

 Today they had completed 4 years.Well he never needed a reason to celebrate,she thought.He wanted to celebrate their 4 years of togetherness!!But she had some other plans... There he was with a bouquet of flowers,moving towards her,he could sense her anger.He went and sat near her and simply took her smooth and silky palm and placed inside his,giving her his signature naughty grin,playing with those killer eyes...as he was about to speak,she stopped him!!"Karan, we need to talk."
"Oh babe,of course we'll talk but not now.First lets order some food." Oh such a foodie he is!!she thought."Today's a special day,we should celebrate!Don't you think so?Dinner and then my home?No excuses tonight..Tonight we'll have a blast!!Just you and me?"He whispered into her ears.She loved it when he spoke to her that way.He added "Remember our first holiday together?Oh God!! Ill never forget it,was my best holiday ever!!You were so good Honey,and not to forget it was your 1st time,ha ha..But you were truly awesome!And btw sweetie pie what's the plan next week..you remember right.. its my birthday?Oops sorry wrong question how would you forget someones birthday and especially mine?"
 

 "Karan,we really need to talk...am going to Dubai next week have an important seminar to attend..i dont think will be ther for your birthday..m sorry dear." "What are you talking about??we are meeting after 2 months!!All because you have been busy with this stupid presentation n blah blah shit..You wont be there for my birthday??ohh no babe thats not fair,its not someone elses its my birthday honey.."
"No Karan i cant cancel it.Its very important you know am very serious about my career and you have never stopped me then why now?" "Look am not asking you to quit your job...k leave it..well if its really so important then why dont you give me my gift tonight itself uhh??He said squeezing her hands.
 

 "No,i cant dear am really busy tonight.Got some work.Got a presentation tomorrow." "K thats it!! now thats really not fair sweety you can work at my place.Just come over..will have fun!" "No karan i cant.dont you understand?she raised her voice a bit.He was shocked!He had never seen her this way."Baby relax whats wrong with you?Why you angry with me?Did i do something wrong?Why you so upset?Look if there is anything i can do just tell me.Dont be so upset you know i hate to see you this way."He leaned towards her trying to kiss her.He held her closely.But,she stopped him... "Baby is it about.. someone else??"She looked at him,he was staring at her looking at her waiting for an answer..."Dear tell me...tell me whos it?have you been seeing someone else?

"Yes karan you are right..i have been..been with someone else lately...someone whos intelligent,caring,understanding..someone who loves me a lot" "Uhhh??is it?well what does that make me??"There was a change in his tone. "Look Karan its not a comparison..But am really serious about it" "Since when??How??Whos the guy? "Its been 2 months..How???I dont know how..Just dont ask me i have no answer for that.Karan you know the person." "What??Dont tell me you cant do this to me!!Sid??Hes..hes a bloody playboy.Baby and you hated him i mean you never liked him...Then why??" "Its not Sid.." "Not Sid??Then who??Rishi?omg is this some kinda joke??you know he just cheated upon your best friend Kriti..he betrayed your best friend and you hooked up with him?ohh baby are you kidding me?Wait up..are you in anyway celebrating April Fools Day 1 month in advance?..hahahaha.ohh baby that was funny"he laughed out loud.
"Shutup Karan am serious...!!"


"K k neither Sid nor Rishi..ohh god!!Then whos it?You temme..man this is really funny!!hahahaha."He couldnt control his laughter.The people around were looking at them. "Karan its not funny.You see this is what i hate you never take me seriously you always take me for granted." "Oh yeah and so thats the reason why you want to end it up with me and go to this new guy??"He said pulling her cheeks.She was losing her cool now.She was angry and just wanted to leave.She got up.He held her hand"Where are you going?Wait sweetheart you dint tell me yet. whos it?or you need more time to remember his name??hahaha"he asked laughing at her.
 

"Stop it Karan just stop it.You see you never loved me.You just want sumone with you as an accessory and it really doesnt matter to you whether its me or sum other chic all you need is someone to heatup ur bed..and about the guy??i just told you that its someone you know.But,i never told you that its a guy...am with Kriti,did you hear me?am in love with Kriti!!" she yelled out. "What lady??Stop giving me that look..am already committed dont worry your daughter is safe,just relax and enjoy ur dinner."She said to an elderly lady who was staring at them.
 

She moved out of the restaurant leaving him alone to celebrate 4 years of togetherness as she headed out to celebrate her new found freedom!!Her phone rang.'Kriti Calling'..."Baby can you believe it??I just did it!...Yaa ill be there soon.Cook something special for dinner..We gotta really celebrate tonight!!"She beamed with happiness as she drove back home,humming her favorite song her"Freedom,freedom,freedom,freedom..Everything i have,everything i own!!"